I've been in such a pissy, easily annoyed mood lately. At first I thought it was just me.. maybe that time of the month or something. But you know what, there are certain things in my life that just suck right now. If you care to read I'll list (some of) them:

1. Isabella - ever since the last endurance ride she's been on/off lame. I was so excited because she was looking better (or I was in some sort of denial) and I was going to enter a local competitive trail ride. Unfortunately after a great deal of examination because I'm not very good at spotting lameness, I found that she's definitely off last night. So no competition, and most likely a really hefty vet bill. I'm going to trailer her to Peninsula Equine to diagnose the problem once and for all instead of jacking around which I had been doing. I even tried a new farrier (who way overcharged me) in hopes that it would solve the problem. Unfortunately it didn't, and he was rude, so now I don't have a farrier since I let my old one go.

2. Truck - Saturday morning the truck started fine, in the afternoon I hopped in and the starter went, but couldn't turn over the engine. I finally gave it some gas and it caught, but then the idling was totally funky.. vibrating louder then softer. I brought it to the shop and they cleaned the air filter, replaced the fuel filter, and put in a new serpentine belt on Monday, but yesterday the same problems started up again, after I paid the $300+ to get it fixed. *sigh*

3. My checking account - $47 in the bank as of 30 minutes ago.

4. Plus other things in my life that I won't get into detail, but I'm very very frustrated about.

I wish that I could just leave someplace alone away from everything and everyone and not have to deal with anything for a while. There just doesn't seem to be a place like that for me right now except for the gym. Ok I'm done complaining. I really just needed to get all that out. Life sucks right now.