I felt so out of sorts this morning. With this Florida trip coming on and with so many things to do, one would think I'd be overwhelmed, but it's been more like a faint voice in the back of head reminding me of stuff I need to do. Last night however, I dreampt I got sick and slept through my alarm until noon, not telling work that I wasn't coming in. Very irresponsible considering there was a department meeting this morning. I hate that feeling that I'm not being responsible and disappointing people. That, combined with all the stuff I need to do this afternoon (work out, see Isabella, go to Petsmart to return some horsey stuff, laundry), made me feel strange in my skin when I woke up this morning. I crawled back into bed and asked a sleeping Matt to hug me tight for a while until I felt centered again.

There are so many things to do today, tomorrow, Saturday before we leave.. I'm trying to take it a moment at a time, not trying to get too freaked and stressed about everything. It'll be nice to see Miss Isabella tonight.. when I can get centered again.