Pardon my rant.

This week has been incredibly busy and although only minimally stressful, it's all catching up to me. We've been going out until late these past few evenings and I've been getting up early to take care of myself and trying to find a job, and I'm getting tired of it all. Frankly, I need to reprioritize what's important to me right now and concentrate on those things.

It pisses me off now that people know that I'm unemployed they say things like, "Now you can see your horse more! Go out and exercise, it's a beautiful today!" Like I don't fucking know these things myself. This isn't a fucking vacation. Sure, I'm more flexible to stay out later on weeknights, but with everything involving trying to figure out my livelihood for the rest of the year, I've been incredibly busy, driving around everywhere and taking care of my shit. So, hold your tongue the next time you have a suggestion on how I should spend my copious time off. Even if my mom did that to me I'd get in her face about it. So quit it!

I think its evident I need time for myself. I just need a break right now.