Inside her mind..
Friday, January 17, 2003
Welp, I finished all my errands and didn't see him. Although my vaccuum cleaner is still broken.. I bought a new belt but I haven't the faintest clue on vaccuum anatomy. I'm not even sure if I'm spelling it right??
Yesterday at a department meeting we were given the worst case scenario for our jobs. Worst case.. if we don't find a source of funding soon, we will be given 90 days notice. Severance will be 0-3 years = 2 weeks play, plus 2 weeks pay for every year additional to this. I will be at 3 years permanent employment in June, so I'm crossing my fingers they will hold on to at least then. However gloomy this news is, I'm a bit excited.. change is good and I'm looking forward to it in this case.
Tonight I will be going over to my friend Chris's house (see December 5th's entry).. we're going to have a good old fashioned slumber party: eat breakfast for dinner, watch bad movies, play computer games, talk about boys, and have pillow fights in our underwear. He's pretty entertaining and China will be coming along as well.
I was talking to my therapist this morning about my growing malcontent about dating. Putting forth the effort tires me out now more than ever and I am more and more convinced that a long break is due. I think I will concentrate more on establishing good friendships and on trying to improve my own self-perception before getting involved with someone romantically.
Oh yeah, on a few random notes. I saw a guy with a big plumber's butt this morning.. so cool. It made my day. Also I've had this meow mix song stuck in my head for a week now (thanks to my bud, Phoenix/Paul).
I want to go home.
Yesterday at a department meeting we were given the worst case scenario for our jobs. Worst case.. if we don't find a source of funding soon, we will be given 90 days notice. Severance will be 0-3 years = 2 weeks play, plus 2 weeks pay for every year additional to this. I will be at 3 years permanent employment in June, so I'm crossing my fingers they will hold on to at least then. However gloomy this news is, I'm a bit excited.. change is good and I'm looking forward to it in this case.
Tonight I will be going over to my friend Chris's house (see December 5th's entry).. we're going to have a good old fashioned slumber party: eat breakfast for dinner, watch bad movies, play computer games, talk about boys, and have pillow fights in our underwear. He's pretty entertaining and China will be coming along as well.
I was talking to my therapist this morning about my growing malcontent about dating. Putting forth the effort tires me out now more than ever and I am more and more convinced that a long break is due. I think I will concentrate more on establishing good friendships and on trying to improve my own self-perception before getting involved with someone romantically.
Oh yeah, on a few random notes. I saw a guy with a big plumber's butt this morning.. so cool. It made my day. Also I've had this meow mix song stuck in my head for a week now (thanks to my bud, Phoenix/Paul).
I want to go home.
