Sorry the following isn't a very cheery post.

Yes, I'm feeling a bit jaded and apprehensive about guys.

Same story. boy meets girl, boy convices girl he is different, girl gets close to boy, girl is way more into the relationship than the boy, girl tells boy they're to be friends, no sex, exit boy.

Lori tells her of fear of losing her weight, her weight being a protective covering to her emotions. In a way I feel now that the weight has been stripped of me (although I'm certainly not skinny), guys seem to be only interested in sleeping with me and nothing more. They don't seem to get past the fact that I'm female.. and I have more to offer than (insert vulgar statement here, hi mom).

I'm supposed to go out Friday evening and Sunday afternoon with two different guys. I really don't want to.. I want to stay in my hermit like homebody state and stay home, play videogames, read books, etcetc. They'll just do the same thing to me.