Sometimes I feel like what I want is normal.. how I feel is normal.. and it's just the whole world that is fucked up around me. Does that make me a narcissist?

Tonight is Friday night.. my roommate LIVES for Friday and Saturday nights.. but I'm not sure what the big deal is. Sure you can stay out late and sleep in.. but I don't drink, I don't do drugs (often).. so what are my plans? I'm going to walk China up to the barn, feed Isabella, come back and vaccuum my room, and maybe start playing FFX. Last night when I was doing other chores around the house.. I got the feeling that I was alone and I was ok. I remember the exact moment.. I was walking past the sinks to get a jacket out of my closet. I am alone. Of course, I do have my "wants" in my life.. but they aren't "needs". I'm going to be okay.