I am convinced now.. there is no one out there my age that wants to be in a relationship aside from a "friends with benefits" type. Andrea says I need to look older.. like over 30.. but all of my ex-boyfriends have been older like that. I'd like to have a younger guy - but maybe it just won't happen because of the fact that younger guys just want SEX!!

I think this email I got today sums it up:

From: Looking for Love
Subject: HUGE COCKS AND THE GIRLS WHO LOVE THEM!!!

Another revelation. I don't care who you are or what you say, everyone plays games. Even if you don't know you're doing it out of inexperience or whatever, you play them. I think its impossible not to but IT SUCKS!!

Anyways, thanks for listening to me rant. :P