Inside her mind..
31 year old gal. Lives in Boulder, CO. Eats non-dairy powdered coffee creamer for fun. Surrounds herself with dogs, horses, friends, and one hot boy. (this is a temporary blogger template - stay tuned for major changes)Monday, May 13, 2002
I had a girl's night out on Friday night. Now the two girls I went out with will probably never see my webpage so I can talk about this with you guys (names have been changed to protect the innocent). Karie's first husband was into some bizarre sex stuff. She came home one day and found him in nylons and high heels.. he would cut the crotch out of the nylons and want to have sex with her that way. He also wanted to stick things up her ass.. like a string of pearls which was hooked up to electricity. She divorced him because he was having an affair on the internet.. and when she went away for a business trip he invited the woman over and Karie found this lady's used underwear in her underwear drawer. Karie is engaged to be married next year to a really rich, handsome man. They get drunk A LOT together, I think almost everyday.. and they get stoned as well.
The other woman I went out with is Josie. The guy she has been with for 3 months right now has been expressing his fantasy to her that he wants to see her screw another man. He is really into anal play and she is suspecting that he may be a closet homosexual.
I also found out that an aquaintance of mine.. who has been married for 15 years has had 2 affairs on her husband. One of them lasting 3 years before her husband found out and the other one has been going on now for 2 years and her husband does not know.
Another friend of mine is sleeping with a married man.
What is wrong with the world? I enjoy having sex.. sharing my body with another guy who truly loves me and cares about me. It's an expression of my emotions. Why do so many people have such wierd kinks out there? What happened to normal naked bumping and grinding? What happened to loving one person for the rest of your life and having no other desire to be with another person.
Okay, I've done my share of strange things. I've had a threesome, and a foursome. I've had phone sex with a stranger. I've had a one-night stand. I've learned from these experiences enough to know what I want now. I'd rather just share myself with one person for the rest of my life.
All this is making me feel really jaded. At 25 years of age I think that maybe there is no one else that shares the same common values and ideals in this world. What is it about this world that makes us feel we have to adopt such strange kinks and uncontrolled sexual desire. Maybe I'll never be happy.. maybe I was never meant to be. Maybe I'm not normal.
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