Inside her mind..

Ugh, I can't begin to tell you how tired I am. I've been staying up late these past few weeks and it's beginning to take a toll on my body. It hit me pretty hard this morning.. I could barely drive into work. I woke up sometime last night and stayed up for a while.. I think the initial reason being that it was pretty hot in the bedroom. So I get up and crack a window.. I take a double-take at Blade because in his little doggy bed he's sleeping with all four feet up in the air. Bizarre. I pat him to make sure he's still alive and he was. I go pee and climb back into bed and scratch myself for about 10 minutes. I try and snuggle up to Bob - usually I can fall asleep right away if I'm touching him - but he's scrunched up at the very edge of the bed in the fetal position.. I didn't want to scoot up next to him because then he'd have no where else to go but off the bed if he moved. So I stayed up for a while until I drifted back to sleep. Then, after the first alarm went off and I layed there in bed awake and I couldn't go back to sleep. My stomach is just a bundle of stress and nerves.. I don't know what from. I get to work and walk into my cube and it felt like my stomach imploded so maybe it's work stressing me out on an unconscious level. Oh well. Visiting a friend tomorrow in Sac so maybe I can chill out there.